Happy Dance

As I had said in my previous post there was no reason to really continue to talking about the radiation treatment, it was monotonous. So, fast forward to 35 rounds later, my skin was a mess, my whole chest felt like it had been sunburned twice or three times over. Still not able to wear a bra, showers hurt just like when you get a sunburn, only this was so much worse. I knew that in time everything would calm down and start to feel better, at least that is what the doctor was telling me, I was praying she was right. I had made it!! It was my last day of radiation treatment and I was excited, tired but excited. I had continued to work everyday during my treatment, I was thankful that I was able to work, it kept me busy. I know a lot of people that just simply could not work and believe me I completely understand so I was very fortunate and felt so very thankful. I get to treatment, ready to get it done and get out of there. I do the usual routine, get my treatment and all the nurses are hugging me, congratulating me, it was so very sweet. All my new found friends were cheering when I entered the waiting room, I get changed and come out, the nurses and all the ladies in the waiting room were outside still cheering, and blowing party favors. It was really awesome just to feel that excitement from everyone, I know most people ring the victory bell after radiation and chemo, they did not have a bell at that time, so the party favors had to do! I was perfectly ok with that, it was so touching. I remember getting so emotional after all the cheers and hugs went around. It is really a feeling that you cannot describe in that moment, yes you are excited and glad it is over but it is so much more, you went through a treatment that was for lack of a better term, a living hell and you made it! So many emotions as I left that place. I mean of course I would be back for follow up appointments, but I would not be back for a radiation treatment, I left there with such gratitude and just feeling so blessed and thankful for all the nurses, doctors and my new found friends. 

When Life Gives You Lemons…Make Lemonade or Margaritas, whichever suits your fancy!